Friday, December 31, 2010
-Willow* Isabella FH
Sunday, December 26, 2010
Beautiful Words.......
To: Willow* Isabella FH
From: Paul VB
Hey beautiful. I hope the holidays are treating you better than they've been treating me. Just got done work and I sitting here kind of in shock. I know we havent really spoken much this week with my finals happening and it being one of the busiest times at my work as well. I completely understand how you feel and I just want to let you know that your perception of how I feel about you isn't accurate. It's been difficult to talk lately with our busy schedules. I just don't want you to think that I don't care about you and I don't have emotions for you because I do. I really reached a deep level of connection with you, and when that happens with someone you can't toss it aside and let it go. I think us meeting the way we did was fate and I refuse to ignore it. I want to be with you and I would hope you feel the same. I came home last night and I really wanted to talk to you. So when I never heard back I was very worried. I appreciate you writing and expressing how you feel. The distance between us frustrates me so much cause I want you next to me and I crave your touch and soothing words. Please don't give up on us because I know I haven't. You are truly adored. Your beauty radiates through everything I've experienced with you. I never want us to end.
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Yearning for your image to exist outside my mind
Hoping that it will only be a matter of time
Before we meet and allow our eyes to speak
Knowing more then what our eyes can see
Patiently waiting to begin our destiny
This is where my soul will lead
Letting go of the thoughts of your physique
So that I can see through
Wanting to explore
Deep into the truth
Knowing that you are because he already knew
That I was the rib to fit inside of you
No other will ever do
See we never had to choose
He never asked us to
He just wanted us to trust and believe
That I'm for you and you're for me
I'm just waiting for this to be
A sudden sigh
As I drift off to sleep
Dwelling in my unconscious mind
I dream of you sometimes…
-Kendal
Friday, December 24, 2010
I have a psychedelic mind,
That I cant stop.
I discribe it, as psychedelia,
dream-like state of awareness.
Its mind-blowing and bizarre.
I can see vivid colors.
I can feel the wild wind.
My memories are linked to
abstraction .
I'm very keen to experimenting,
I have a severe case of wanderlust.
A wise man said the core of mans spirit
comes from new experiences .
so lets go far, down the rabbit hole.
I live in a never ending world of
psychedelic things.
that may improve our lives
but maybe it will bring a sense
of chaos some sort of cancer,
that all humans have to overcome
I believe that only the strong will
survive and will live in a new
never ending world of mind-bending
experiences.
-Willow* Isabella FH
My heart feels incomplete since your absence
It has brough again, a sence of
needfulness, wantingness and
lustfulness
I find my self thinking of you
Its a secret wanting
A wanting that I can't never have
Maybe this feeling is now
but not ethernal
I was expecting more form you
Think its strange that, you never knew
Im craving you
and no amount of pain killers will do
Im fading into you
Even so I find my self thinking of you
-Willow* Isabella FH
Monday, December 20, 2010
Dear Paul,
Merry Christmas, my love, I adore you so much. I love that our relationship is growing and that we understand eachother. It feels like we have known eachother for years and we been exclusive for a short period of time now. I love the way you are, completly. You make me feel beautiful, loved and adore by you, most important safe. I think/ feel that we are soul mates and that we are destine for eachother. We are going to last a long time, I can feel it and our love would be so much more than just love. It would be something unexplainable, that we both know, but not the rest of the world. This is for you......
In case you were wondering,
You are like space to me
Your silence is beautiful, and
Your center is lovely
In case you were wondering,
I want you in the morning, and
Let you sleep in for a while
In case you were wondering,
I want to smell you everyday
And wear your t-shirt every night
In case you were wondering,
I want to know you, the good,
The bad and your scars.
And laugh, at your paranoia
In case you were wondering,
I want to tell you, how much
I love your eyes, your lips, and
Your soul
In case you were wondering,
I will give up my addiction
For you, for us, for our family
Because I believe in our love
We have for each other
In case you were wondering,
I will give you the worst of me
And try to give you the best of
Me because you don’t deserve any
Less
In case you were wondering,
Please don’t let me go
Because I love you
As whatever you needed it to be
In case you were wondering,
I will never lose myself
Because you have discovered me
In case you were wondering,
I will answer your questions
When I don’t want to
And be honest with you
Because I know you perfer it
In case you were wondering,
Before you think it over
Hang on for 10 more minutes
So I can explain the feelings
I have for you
In case you were wondering,
Some how I want to communicate,
Some of the overwhelming,
Undying, over powering, unconditional,
Heart enriching, mind expending, ongoing,
Never ending love, I have for you.
And in case you were wondering,
You are everything to me
And I wish you where here......
-Willow* Isabella FH